Rediscovering Eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
Tidings
Monday, 1 March 2010
Help me love as You loved and give as You gave
2 things i find very difficult to give up in my life...
1. Food.
2. Sleep.
Haha. God...help me to even sacrifice these to You.
This season is really super packed and overwhelming, not just for me but for a lot of people around me. Jesus may Your grace be sufficient for us in our weakness.
Prayer on Sunday was really good. As the 6 hours were coming to an end, guess what? I felt a presence behind me. Like, physically. But somehow i knew it wasn't a human being. True enough, when i turned behind, there wasn't anyone in sight. But i felt the Presence so strongly, i just knew it was Him. And i felt so comforted...leaning back onto Him, holding His hand. I think some people may think i'm crazy but i know it was God giving me a tangible touch of Himself. Oh God...i want more of You.
I really agree with YC, if got the chance i wanna try 12 hours. But. The 2nd thing i find hard to give up in the midst of work...Haha. Still recovering from the lack of sleep on Friday night.
Until now i have yet to fast also. =/
But it was really amazing, i really wanna give thanks to God! After the ghostly 6-9am prayer on Sat, having only slept 2 hours and having worked like a monster the entire week, staying back every night, i went to work on Sat morning and had the best groupwork session ever.
Truly not by my own strength or might but by His Spirit. Wow, how i wish every counselling and groupwork session is as powerful.
And somehow, friends i have yet to meet for years are coming back into my life! Hallelujah. =)
Taiwan trip is almost confirmed confirmed already. Looking forward to a great time of bonding with my family.
I love You Jesus, i wanna spend every minute of my life with You.
Noone can ever replace You in my life.
Kaelyn
